
Marcia and Neal cooking and hosting at Mom's 90th birthday barn dance party! Thank you again.
The totally dirt loving, sunshine worshiping, seed planting, flower arranging meanderings of a poet and artist granny that can't get enough of growing things.
Dedicated to my fellow pilgrim sojourners!
The pilgrim’s journey begins in the heart……that search for our own authenticity, the power of fitting into your own skin and knowing you came here to be the best possible you. Home begins in the heart and ends in the same heart…… paradoxically and simultaneously, joining us with nature and other human beings in a Oneness that is the sacred mystery of really feeling at home. There is a magic here……we touch this authentic home within our singular hearts…..who we are in the world…..when we are completely in touch with one another and with the world we all live in. Thus the journey home that begins in the heart takes us out of ourselves and into a sacred exploration of our relationship with wild and untamed landscapes, animals, and a conscious intimacy with other diverse humans. For me there is a love of the soil…..growing things, harvesting things, enjoying the beauty of gardens and the color of landscape….the feeling of the earth on my fingers and the grass beneath bare feet. There is an ecstasy about lying in a meadow watching the clouds float by and feeling so connected to heaven and earth. There is joy as an artist to reproduce the colors and textures of the heaven’s and earth.
In finding my home here on earth I have given up steeling myself against harsh reality….the grittiness and clenched jaws that have helped me survive some of the worst experiences. The trouble with steeling yourself against anything is the same steel that guards and protects us, is the same steel that keeps the best stuff at a distance. Letting go of the steel allows my soul to open up and be transformed by a sacred magic that is my true heart’s home…..the love that flows and provides that deep peaceful trust that anything that comes my way will not be more than I can handle. I no longer protect myself from pain…..or joy or love……I do not steel myself against what might be or what has been…..but open my heart and embrace the process of living and trusting each day to be touched by the Divine Dynamics that life itself comes from.
Trusting the pilgrim’s journey is not finding something or someone in the world that is trustable to take us there……it is retrieving that part of ourselves that is trustable….our authentic powerful self in this sacred time and space that leads us there. The deep longing, homesickness and restlessness of our spirit prompts us to come home to this place of peace. And until we arrive there, no globe trotting, diverse friends and relationships, multiple degrees or money in the bank can satisfy our longing for that sense of well being and finding our welcome home sign. We know when we have arrived home…..when we trade in the anxiety for joy, isolation for connection, despair for hope and homelessness for embracing this sacred time and space.
Silent Spring is a book written by Rachael Carson, a pioneer in bringing attention to what chemicals do to our environment. Published in September 1962, the book is widely credited with helping launch the environmental movement. Perhaps it is worth a retrospective read and another look at what we are still doing to endanger our planet.
We see something that makes us smile……an elderly couple holding hands while on their walk together…..a walk they have taken together for a lifetime. Or a young and in love couple kissing on the park bench……and we think…..”Wish that were me.” Without realizing it, we have just made a request of God/Universe who is always listening and wanting to give us our heart’s desire. Beginning to notice the things we are attracted to……opens our heart to enjoying the present and inviting more of our heart’s desire into our experience. I often whisper under my breath with a smile on my face….. “I’ll have some of that please.” Making room in our heart is an adventure….a playful way to dream and stretch our unlimited spirit and choose what it is that we really want to include in our life. I was sitting in the waiting room while my aging Mom saw her doctor and seated on a little couch in front of me was an elderly couple….his arm was around her and he was gently massaging her shoulder with his fingers……going round and round with tenderness while she was sharing with him an article she found interesting. “I’ll have lots of that,” I said to myself with a smile. We are the co-creator of our experiences…..our mind is creating 24 hours a day….even in our sleep. To guide those thoughts and coach our mind, body and spirit into playing as a team and settling the inner conflicts, we must gently direct our attention to our heart’s desire. So often we pay attention to the negatives, what we don’t want, what is bothering us, the problems we have, the sorrows of our heart, the annoying people in our lives, and the relationships that just are not satisfying. Perhaps turning that focus toward what we do want is more creative……because there is a law of attraction at play here. What we focus on we get more of…..what we are thinking and concentrating on, we attract. We create our own experiences and design our lives, thought by thought, word by word, and experience by experience. Think of life as a giant garden…..everything we want can be planted there…everything we don’t enjoy can take root as well. There is tremendous contrast and that contrast teaches us how to deliberately choose and define our desires. It teaches us how to weed out the things that choke out the things we do. Notice! Notice! Notice! Pay attention……a life well lived takes complete attention….not looking back and not looking forward, but staying present. “I’ll have some of that please.” “Definitely I want a lot more of that please.” “No thank you…..that does not interest me at all.” “Mmmmmmm, that is delicious…...I’ll plant more of that.” Taking the time during the day to notice what we like and invite it into our lives is a magical, romantic journey…a treasure hunt. “I’ll have some of that please.” It is a sure fire way to set our intentions and sweetly creating our heart’s garden. So it is and always will be. |
It is delicious to know we are noticed,
that nothing escapes the eyes
of the aspen grove fairies.
It is peaceful under their careful watch.
Angels carved their eyes into the white bark.
We are not alone!
"If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice."
-Meister Eckhart
If what began last spring is nearly,
Held in winter’s dream as dearly,
Then when season’s life is o’re.
I’ll still be begging for more.
If autumn time and space recall,
This gardener’s joyful summer ball,
I’ll rest with schemes of next years blooms,
Of seeded patch and greenhouse rooms.
If all the moments were just one.
My time reduced to half the fun.
Let laughter be throughout all time.
Glassed clinked with sweetest wine.
The sun warmed smiles, the misty dew,
Garden dance with jeans of blue.
Has left a softened, warming heart.
Happy at ending….as was the start.
Dear Soldiers….
You have seen much…..
The sights have
carved deep images
into your
courageous
souls.
We are a part of all that you have met.
You have seen
the valley of
death
where wars
were fought and
millions of
tears cut
canyons of
ancient wisdom
into freedom’s
mind.
All you have met becomes a part of our freedom.
May protective mountains
surround your heart,
their peaks giving you
a better view
of the
world than the battlefield.
May their
cliffs lauch
a thousand
flights…
the dreams
of peace.May gleaming oceans tides bring the nations together in global peace.
The collage of memorials on
Flanders Field, at the
Vietnam Memorial and
At Arlington National Cemetery
Has made us all hungry
for a safe harbor.
Come home safely and
be held in
our hearts,
our arms,
our prayers.
We honor you today!
The past election was one of those stunning pivot points….an intelligent, articulate, visionary black man was elected President of the United States of America. Let us dance together with him through the open gates of hope, putting behind us the slammed doors, the inequities, the glass ceilings, the subtle insults of injustice, the rage and our indifference to the internal terrorism of gender and racial inequality. We have been asked out on the dance floor….and with a resounding YES WE CAN, Americans are learning to dance together with the rhythm of a new song moving us to greater harmony. We will learn the steps, forgiving our stumbles and stepping on each other’s toes. We will hear the music, follow the beat and know the beauty of the gracious dance of coming together, blending and flowing together. May we have this dance!
The day began with quilted color,
My mood was dull to even duller.
But how could I remain so drab,
As morning’s rays shone on this crab.
I hit the floor with bounding grace,
Smiled in the mirror and washed my face.
How blessed I am to have this day.
To garden, love and learn to play.
I shut the door and turn the key,
The clouds were dancing there for me.
Mountains tall that rimmed the hills,
Heard birds that sang in joyful trills,
So who am I to grump and groan..
Or drag my feet or whine or moan?
Life is sweet and there is choice.
To hum sad song or just rejoice.
Always there are peaceful sounds,
As leaves are falling, life abounds.
With each day I learn to see,
God’s gifts of grace surrounding me.
Sharing bounty, gardener’s gift,
The dance that gives that pleasant lift.
When does rock surrender to water,
I need to know, to teach my daughter.
Does constant flow of rippling streams,
Convince the stone to open seams,
Until the seams become a crack,
And then a chasm back to back.
So which is stronger would you say,
The canyon walls or waterway,
That curves and carves its way to sea.
The solid rock gives quietly.
The years of constant wearing drip,
Swirling current on rocky ship,
Where solid bow and stern must shift.
Against the frothy churn neath cliff.
I bow to water’s liquid ways,
The sparkling wave of sunny days,
That catch the light and sing their song,
Smooth stones beneath in polished throng.
The elements of brook and stone,
Each have a strength to call their own.
Majestic jut of basalt walls,
Are only there when river calls.
Repeated rush round river’s bend,
Becomes the crash of currents blend…
Of froth and foam that’s dashing wild,
Creating cliffs that so beguile.
We cannot choose that which is the best,
The stream with fish, the cliff with nest.
We simply marvel at the scene,
The canyon’s peace, the water’s gleam.